You know me. You’ve never known me. You’ve seen me before.
I am the rat under your manhole cover.
What is your manhole cover?
It is your innermost thought, your deepest secret.
Your manhole cover is your front door.
I see the crumbs you leave.
You’ve left flecks of Cheerios, bits of muffin.
One day you leave an entire orange slice under your desk.
You’ve been spending a lot of time at your desk lately.
I am the rat under your manhole cover.
Sometimes you leave. Never for long.
You close the door like something’s chasing you.
You skitter like me.
I’ve been chased before.
I am the rat under your manhole cover.
But I wasn’t always here.
I wasn’t always alone.
I lived off the generosity of others.
I didn’t always shun the light.
The cover clangs when someone treads above.
It’s cold and round. It rains musty droplets onto me.
It doesn’t hide a secret passage.
It hides no tunnel, no damp corridor.
It only goes to me.
The Platonic Form of the manhole cover via Wikimedia Commons